I decided to
give Firesola a treat so I took her to a mall. I made sure she had a great time
having fun. She behaves like a 10 year old when she is just about to clock 2 years.
She made friends who were fascinated by her smiling and playful demeanor. She
can be just as hilarious as her mum can be. As I was thinking about the
similarities between Seun and Firesola, I heard a noise at a place close to
where I watched Firesola from. I turned aside to see what caused the noise. It
was a couple arguing.
I remembered
that night I argued with Seun. She was defiant and wasn’t willing to hear my
view. I had nudging in my Spirit that she was on a wrong road and I tried
showing her, but she wouldn’t listen. I have never raised my voice at Seun
until that night. I guess that annoyed her the more. I turned back to Firesola
and allowed her to fill my thoughts. She is all I have now. The noise from the
couple became louder and suddenly, I had a crash. I turned and saw the lady on
the ground. The guy had hit her. She struggled to her feet and for the first
time, I saw her face. Seun?
As I drove home,
my mind wandered a lot. Seun left me for a woman beater? I was really confused.
Her reaction when I tried to help her even made me more confused. What’s going
on? The couple arguing at the mall was Seun and her new man. The guy hit her so
hard in the face that she fell to the ground. When I saw that she was the one,
I ran over to help her up and I faced the guy. I forgot that I am a Pastor. I
wanted to fight the guy despite him being muscular than me. Seun ran to the
middle and pushed me back. She ordered me to go away. Her voice was mixed with
fear and tears. Is she regretting her decision already?
I have never
raised my hand against Seun. Even my voice was always calm every time I’m with
her. She has never been scared of me. Was I too gentle with her? Maybe her mum
is right. Am I weak? I snapped out of the thought. I don’t believe that a man
must be tough on a woman to exert his authority. She is not disrespectful. She
recognized my place as her head and I loved her for it. Until she attended that
seminar anyway. I remember a discussion we had while we were courting. She
raised the topic of domestic violence and I was emphatic about my stand: Any
man that beats a woman is a pig!
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