There is no way I could have thought of this happening. My heart has been torn apart ever since she received that phone call. I should have obeyed the nudging within me and stop her from picking the call, but how was I supposed to know that it would lead to this? Now, I'm all by myself. Can I still fix this? Is it still possible to get things together again? My heart aches. I'm so tired! Am I still supposed to keep hope alive after 3 weeks? Seun could do this to me?
I still remember that afternoon. Pastor preached on faith. That's his favorite topic. As the secretary of the church, I always have a hard time keeping to the schedule for the day once pastor declares that the topic for the day is Faith. He would share till time gets tired! I enjoyed every bit of it though. On our way home, Seun received a call. It was a reminder from work about a seminar that was to start in about an hour.
A seminar on Sunday? The argument was short. She explained that some executives from their headquarters in London would be there and she would like to make a few contacts. I didn't want to stand in her way. Despite the hard knock within me, I agreed. Its 3 weeks since that seminar. My wife has been keeping out late. I have to stay up sometimes till 1am before she comes in heavily fatigued. Meetings, trainings, events and trips have been the story. Sometimes, she even sleeps at the office. My heart is very troubled about this new trend. I told her about my displeasure with this and she has gone cold on me since that time. I have known Seun for 5 years and she has never been like this.
I remember how we met in school. I noticed that whenever I led prayer in my campus fellowship, there was this voice I always hear deep within me. When I hear that voice, prophecy flows like river. One day, I opened my eyes to find out where this voice was coming from. It was from the choir; a fresh student that just joined the choir department! Wow!
I thought I was hearing sounds from angels, never knew it was an angelic voice from the choir. I quickly met her after the prayer meeting and made sure we became friends. The innocent young girl just wanted God. Common! From Hagin to Kenyon to Joyner. I gave her books and she devoured them hungrily.
It didn't take long before she could challenge me to press into God. She spent longer hours praying in the Spirit, read more books and showed strong leadership skills in the fellowship. Our relationship started shortly after I left school. She had known for over a year that I was her husband
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